ahh well this has been a slacky week :p so lazy... started out with doing nothing in school the first day and having the last part of the day off, then I was sick for two days so I didn't go to school (shame as I prepared something x( .)
and today the first four classes we were on our own, no one did anything, as we were all tired XD, and the last class went on with reading something in a book while listening to music, yay.
arh so well so this weeks deeds. Oh yes
I start out getting a reply from the girl having nightmares, sad, seemed her fear was creating them, and she was already doing some of the things I adviced her to do to prevent it. Oh well, a challenge is good, back to work :D.
A friend wrote recently, his girlfriend had plans about cutting herself bald D: noes can't happen, let the hair grow. I was going to send him some good hints about girls and hair, but she'd already done it. Well, she got a cock's bomb. (well, that's what the dictionary told me it was, although I would call it a mohawk hairstyle.) Hope it looks ok, and that there's still some hair to cuddle. Then he told me that he felt like I was with him all the time, like when he needed someone to suppport him mentally. Guess this is a positive thing :).
A newly acquired friend from iceland wrote to me yesterday about one of her friends having trouble with some nightmares. I got the background story for it. And what I heard was disturbing and sad. I won't go into details but you can feel sorry for the guy. He was in some serious stuff really.
Anyway, it seemed that some fear had sneaked into his sub consciousness and was keeping him down, nervous and low of self-esteem. Already told her how to help him with that. Now let's hope the best for him ^^.
The last thing to tell about is xenon, seems like my x has been making her sad because she's interested in me. Meh I made her happy again although it bothers me a bit now that she always tries to come between me and someone else when I find someone I like >_<. I've been quite tolerent with her. I'll explode soon if she doesn't stop hurting those I like.
meh next time I'll ask her to go to hell or something, in a kind way of course. And let me tell this, I have a very very VERY hard time getting angry, really. I'm very tolerant, so if something angers me, it has to be a lot.
Meh, not worrying about that anymore, xenon is happy again luckily :D, so nothing wrong at the moment. So I'll keep wondering what day she'll come, as it's not decided yet. Hope it'll be as soon as possible :D, can't wait to see her.
that's it for now, think I'll pop in when she goes home and tell about it.
Take care, and remember to smile happily, it'll make you beautiful.
Love to everyone. until we meet again.
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Monday, March 26, 2007
a smile upon two connected souls
ok, she isn't allowed by her parents to visit me, means I'll just have to visit her. Hopefully I'll be able to convince my parents about it. If not I'll pwn them and go to her after school, oh wait 1'st april is a sunday <.<.
I haven't really done any good deeds today, apart frommaking xenon smile. And the whole class after the teacher telling me to put the cellphone away and I said I was hooking up a girl. I was just honest :|. Oh well, at least it made them smile :p.
And I was hooking her up, lovewise. But that's not the part of the joke. The part of the joke is, so because I'm hooking up a girl, the teacher will say "Oh fine then, keep on writing on your cell, no harm done" yeah right. I know, I'm babling but I didn't get any sleep either ^^.
take care, and smile, it'll make you so beautiful
-Angelwinged Devil
I haven't really done any good deeds today, apart frommaking xenon smile. And the whole class after the teacher telling me to put the cellphone away and I said I was hooking up a girl. I was just honest :|. Oh well, at least it made them smile :p.
And I was hooking her up, lovewise. But that's not the part of the joke. The part of the joke is, so because I'm hooking up a girl, the teacher will say "Oh fine then, keep on writing on your cell, no harm done" yeah right. I know, I'm babling but I didn't get any sleep either ^^.
take care, and smile, it'll make you so beautiful
-Angelwinged Devil
Sunday, March 25, 2007
First post
ok now, I decided to make this blog and tell a little about the things I do every day. I decided to call it a devil holds hope because the world is full of death and destruction nowadays. Although there's still hope for humanity, or at least some of it. Not everyone is like this, there is someone out there who treats other people with care, trying their best to make others happy instead of themselves. And since I call myself Angelwinged Devil, I'm a devil holding hope.
A bit about me, My real name is Anders Madsen I'm 18 year old and I come from Denmark. I use my day on listening to music(I do this a lot, and I listen to metal only), doing homework (if I can pull myself together to do so.) Speak to my friends, play the computer, lame on the net and whatever else I find myself doing.
As it looks now I'm single, at least a weeks time more if I'm lucky.
That should be it for now ;).
To follow up on the week, monday started out with me talking with a friend from serbia (I got a lot of friends around the world.) I finally removed his depression which he have had a couple of months. Took me a few weeks to rate it up, and it's nice seeing him being happy again. He is 22 and owns a server which I administrate a bit, a game to be exsact. But have really just gotten to know him these last two weeks.
He had some girltrouble, and it was really bad, his friends started turning their backs on him because the only thing he could concern his mind about was this girl. Even his best friend was extremly angry and felt ignored. And now, they're just friends, him and the girl, although he's still a bit (a lot) into her. I'm trying to get him to move on, but darn he's stubborn. Oh yes, the girl is 15 years old. And no, he's not a pedo >_>
I spent the rest of the day speaking to a girl I visited friday till saturday although we're not friends anymore because her friend spoke some lies about me, obviously. Or maybe because we kissed at that party, and after it too, oh well, she didn't complain till after.
The only reason she has for hating me is already taken care of, she gave me some money which we both forgot I had, but she remembered when I was already sitting in the train. Bad luck aye? Although they were sent to her bankwise earlier this week. She was really sweet, very nervous, crying inside and had a hard time trusting people. I think her friend told some lies about me, maybe. He told a few which made her a bit mad. And since she got this trusting problem it'll be hard for me to convince her. Just hope she'll be ok, if she'll be my friend or not in the future. Already told her sorry.
later that week, I find this girl having had the same nightmare for three months now, and it was bringing her down quite much. So I asked if I could help in any way, I could. Seems like the poor girl lost both her parents, and that her fear of losing everyone else she cares for haunts her when she's asleep.
As she asked me to tell her what her nightmare meant, Which I did.
She haven't read it yet though.
Throughout this week I've been speaking to a friend of mine, and she's been smiling most of the time I spoke to her. And I must admit she made me smile, quite much, too. Yes, you're right, this girl will be my dear one friday if I'm lucky :D.
She'll come to my place there, friday, if her parents let her. Her father really never takes position to deal with these kind of descisions, and her mother rarely lets her. Althoguh this time she said she'll think about it, go wash the dishes, help cleaning the house and other helpful activities towards her mother. That stuff usually helps. I'll call her Xenon for now unless She allows me to use her name ;).
Another person I've spoken to, is a friend of mine, she has a crush on me (shit) which isn't good as she has a boyfriend, we had something going once, same boyfriend, but instead of breaking up and going for me, she didn't want to. Which I've been trying to tell her was her mistake then, I'm not interested anymore after this, but she'll still remain my friend, and taht she did, just a friend who's into me.
It'll probably lay off again though, as I've reached her inside, her depression, two times already. Which no one has been able to she tells me. Although this is as xenon told me, only because I'm good at people.
That's it for this week. Hope you enjoyed reading it. This is my first blogpost, so please bare with me if you find it shitty :F.
Take care and smile, it'll make you beautiful.
-Angelwinged Devil
A bit about me, My real name is Anders Madsen I'm 18 year old and I come from Denmark. I use my day on listening to music(I do this a lot, and I listen to metal only), doing homework (if I can pull myself together to do so.) Speak to my friends, play the computer, lame on the net and whatever else I find myself doing.
As it looks now I'm single, at least a weeks time more if I'm lucky.
That should be it for now ;).
To follow up on the week, monday started out with me talking with a friend from serbia (I got a lot of friends around the world.) I finally removed his depression which he have had a couple of months. Took me a few weeks to rate it up, and it's nice seeing him being happy again. He is 22 and owns a server which I administrate a bit, a game to be exsact. But have really just gotten to know him these last two weeks.
He had some girltrouble, and it was really bad, his friends started turning their backs on him because the only thing he could concern his mind about was this girl. Even his best friend was extremly angry and felt ignored. And now, they're just friends, him and the girl, although he's still a bit (a lot) into her. I'm trying to get him to move on, but darn he's stubborn. Oh yes, the girl is 15 years old. And no, he's not a pedo >_>
I spent the rest of the day speaking to a girl I visited friday till saturday although we're not friends anymore because her friend spoke some lies about me, obviously. Or maybe because we kissed at that party, and after it too, oh well, she didn't complain till after.
The only reason she has for hating me is already taken care of, she gave me some money which we both forgot I had, but she remembered when I was already sitting in the train. Bad luck aye? Although they were sent to her bankwise earlier this week. She was really sweet, very nervous, crying inside and had a hard time trusting people. I think her friend told some lies about me, maybe. He told a few which made her a bit mad. And since she got this trusting problem it'll be hard for me to convince her. Just hope she'll be ok, if she'll be my friend or not in the future. Already told her sorry.
later that week, I find this girl having had the same nightmare for three months now, and it was bringing her down quite much. So I asked if I could help in any way, I could. Seems like the poor girl lost both her parents, and that her fear of losing everyone else she cares for haunts her when she's asleep.
As she asked me to tell her what her nightmare meant, Which I did.
She haven't read it yet though.
Throughout this week I've been speaking to a friend of mine, and she's been smiling most of the time I spoke to her. And I must admit she made me smile, quite much, too. Yes, you're right, this girl will be my dear one friday if I'm lucky :D.
She'll come to my place there, friday, if her parents let her. Her father really never takes position to deal with these kind of descisions, and her mother rarely lets her. Althoguh this time she said she'll think about it, go wash the dishes, help cleaning the house and other helpful activities towards her mother. That stuff usually helps. I'll call her Xenon for now unless She allows me to use her name ;).
Another person I've spoken to, is a friend of mine, she has a crush on me (shit) which isn't good as she has a boyfriend, we had something going once, same boyfriend, but instead of breaking up and going for me, she didn't want to. Which I've been trying to tell her was her mistake then, I'm not interested anymore after this, but she'll still remain my friend, and taht she did, just a friend who's into me.
It'll probably lay off again though, as I've reached her inside, her depression, two times already. Which no one has been able to she tells me. Although this is as xenon told me, only because I'm good at people.
That's it for this week. Hope you enjoyed reading it. This is my first blogpost, so please bare with me if you find it shitty :F.
Take care and smile, it'll make you beautiful.
-Angelwinged Devil
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