Monday, April 23, 2007

I hate relationshipbreakups

time again for some blogging

As I returned from school I went to my grandmas apartment which is close to the trainstation and fed myself up a bit with food.
I Also used some of the time to create a poem and a picture to it.
http://www.esnips.com/doc/54924d37-5921-4c1a-8b5d-b08a99797aff/poem

--translation start--

a heaven of stars so clear and beautiful
your eyes in the moonlight nakedly bathed
Dancing more beautifully than the elves in the wind
more graceful than a bloody kiss on the cheek

your voice starts singing beautiful melodies
the sirens enviously on you stare
people near yet so far turn off their radios
to hear something more beautiful than iron(meatl :p \m/)

You place your hand softly on my cheek
it can be felt in the heart and smile does my mind
sadness jumps out of me like an arrow
there it has been since the 3'rd of april

--translation end--

I went to the city my school lies in again, and met with a friend who followed me up to vamp again (since I couldn't still remember the way at that time haha.)
It was fun, like last time, except for the ending where she got a message on her cellphone making her cry which made the party end all of a sudden. She's good again now though.
Then something funny happened, I was about to board the train to the apartment again for a place to sleep where I met a girl who was on the same boarding school as I was. She thought I had changed (oh really :p.)

Next day after 4 hours of sleep I went picking up my girlfriend at the railway station, we had once again a good weekend.
I took the decision to finally let her know about my lifestory, it went better than expected, she just became even more happy for me, and she seems to be even more for every day passing by. And the happyness is returned happily back.
Showing her the art I made for her, well imagine if someone made something like that for you, someone you care about a lot.

sunday I talked with one of my best friends about going to the concert with leaves' eyes in copenhagen. I spoke with a 25 year old girl about staying at her which she was ok with. Although she just broke up with her boyfriend so we should be prepared for sudden changes in her mood, although I guess she'll appreciate the company. It's like shooting two deers with one bullet.

Also I talked to another friend (yeah got some of those, let's just say someone I know sounds harsh, even if they do not see it.) And she was having continuous fights with her boyfriend about everything. The worst is lately how he went to an x, stayed a little longer than planned and told next day that he had been there over night which made her angry since all her previvious boyfriends went back to their x. And her boyfriend didn't understand why. Well I see another pair breaking up.

The thing is about relationships that they suck if you do not pick the right choise, you end up being hurt because of your feelings.
For all of you out there who have never had a girlfriend/boyfriend think twice when going into a relationship. And remember that love can easily be turned to sadness if the person does not bring you happyness. Does this person treat you like you want to be treated? If not, let the love go, have some good times with the person instead. Like the previvious lines, she really needs to communicate with her boyfriend, this one, she couldn't talk with him without they got into a fight.

The 22 old, well, seems like a girl has been hitting on him, happily he's taking the chance. So no more sadness for him :D.

Take care and smile, it makes you look beautiful

Thursday, April 19, 2007

fighting?

Ahh this weekend was good, so will this one be :p

---------the weekend at her place starts here---------

after arriving at her, we got a little to eat, and then went for a forrest walk, I don't think details would be so interesting to read about, but if you want to I'll of course tell if someone requsests it, there's nothing from it I have a reason to go back, of course you can figure out most of what happened :p, yep, that's right, we walked.
after being back home, we saw a movie, shaun of the dead (funny movie, I can recommend it.)

There was not much time for dinner then, so we went down and had dinner. We then went back up just talking, after this we went out in nature to walk, at the afternoon, sadly there was no sunset to watch because of the skies, but we did find a nice spot in the forest where we could lie and watch the starlit nightsky together.

when we got home we saw cradle of fear after telling some annoying guy to leave her alone on the cell phone because he was always trying to flirt with her -.-'. It was quite fun, she never writes to him, only to answer him, and it's in small short sentences XD. So I write to him saying "hi michael", he writes back clearly confused "umm helllo" I reply "how are you :D" and he thinks he has a chance "good, my hangovers from going to town just disappeared, what about you loveliest?" So I reply "loveliest o.O umm sorry dude I'm not for guys, but I'm enjoying the sight of my girlfriend undressing ;)" He must'ave looked like this O,O and then that was dealt with :D.

Cradle of fear
was a nice horror movie, she had to hide sometimes thought because it was scary ;p, but it was quite nice though.
The next day We had like four hours after getting up from bed to be together in, using it out fully by helping her a bit with her homework, I said goodbye at the station.

---------weekend at her ends here---------

as I arrived in the town nearest to me, I was on my way to get picked up by my dad (how I can't wait till I get a drivers license) when I passed some drunk guy, he yelled something at me to come back to him. I did as he didn't look he could do any harm. Then he started talking about how cool I looked and wanted to know where I bought it XD I think he was like 50'ish. I think he said something about problems with the wife but not quite sure, sad if he had though, he seemed like a nice guy.

when I arrived home there was two things which did not work, and I had only been away for the weekend *shakes head* helpless family :p, I repaired the sound of the projector and the internet >_>. I wonder how all this will work when I don't live at my parents anymore.

Oh well The 22 year old seems to be able to stand on his own legs now, he's beginning to get back on track which is good, and doesn't care about it that much anymore.

One of my best friends are in some trouble with his feelings and a girl, doesn't know what to do. Thinks he's not good enough for her for some reason because he doesn't have much self confidence, although slowly regaining.

The girl from my last post, with relationship problems, is now single again, and is in quite a pain because she still loves and miss him, I think she's getting better if you judge at her way of reacting :).

Then a young guy had some troubles on his first drunk trip, one of his friends had too much and went to the hospital, giving him some advice and telling him he had nothing to do with her getting this drunk, although he has some experience. Haven't gotten his reply yet but hope it'll cheer him up.

And yesterday something weird happens, weird because it usually does not happen. I came in a fight o_O, I was in a group in technology and in the group two of us made a problem tree. After speaking to the teacher about what be most wise to chose and stuff about it, we were discussing which tree to use, mine was about polluting nature while his was about tents being too warm. He started talking about global warming for reasons not chosing the one I made and really no reasons for chosing his work. I came with tons of reasons for chosing the one I made. In the end he couldn't attack or defend anymore, so he went out of the group in pure fury of not having right and getting what he wanted. He's one of those types you usually just shut up when he starts a discussion because he never gives in and brings up the most laughable arguments so you have nothign to say without insulting his intelligence. I only started discussing on because it was the examn project, else I wouldn't care and just shut up so I wouldn't have to listen to it, so would anyone else.

I have some cheering up to do when I get in school next day as he cried about it >_> he needs to grow up, 23 and still in second year. And this particular project is what kept him from taking the next year because he always failed in it.

That's it for now, I'll enjoy the weekend with her before the next where I'm goign to see leaves' eyes live.

Take care and smile, it'll make you beautiful.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

woah time flies like freakin' fast

ahh finally I have found a little time in english class to blog again, doesn't seem like I need english lessons does it :p?

In advance, sorry for this long read, but then you can eat in the meanwhile :p

Last monday wasn't quite harsh on me, luckily. I spent the day cleaning up my filthy room for ladies visit, else I chilled as the gangsters would say. And went to bed for the big day tuesday ^^.

I went up quite early, 9 am ande made myself ready to go to town, got picked up by my grandma (oh shut up, don't laugh) and got driven home to her. I knew she would be with the train at 4 pm, and this was the earliest I could be in town.
Although I didn't want to spend my time alone in her apartment for six hours, so I went home to a friend and stayed there till I had to pick her up. She was more beautiful in real life then on the pictures I've seen of her :D.
After this we ordered a bus, which we could drive with for free at that time. Didn't know it was driving in that week too because I had school off.
Although upon arriving at my place, it didn't went long before we were actively kissing in my room ;p.

After a bit of interacting I looked her in the eyes and asked her "the question" and that was how I became occupied by the loveliest girl on the planet XD.
Time wasn't very far away from eating after asking her. So we went down eating some dinner and back up to watch a night at the museum, funny recommendable movie by the way ;).
We then went out in the late noon to watch the sun set, which I promised her. So we were sitting in nature, watching the sun go down. It was a quite lovely moment. After this we stood near the highway making out, and waving at the cars haha. Of course the sun had set at this moment so we went out walking under the beautiful nightsky. Don't worry we remembered to stay safe. that comes with the beers and alcohol we consumed later too :D.

Then we were just hanging out until we took of our clothes... you can guess the rest ;), we watched 300, after that, we took some food before falling asleep in each others arms :p.
Next day went with taking pictures, dance, hang out, and pissing her parents off because she was first able to get home 1 and a half hour after they wanted her to be home :p.
The rest of the day. Can't remember the rest of the day XD.

thursday was freaky. I went to our grandparents, the ones on my fathers side. Where we had an easter meal. I had to study a bit so I went upstairs into the room we hang out in. The window was budged, so I had to open it to close it properly again. Unfortunately this window was very old so when I pushed it, my hand went through the window. I got cutmarks around it, and had pieces of glass in it, but it was washed off after I found out my hand was covered in blood. It didn't hurt so I didn't know I was bleeding.
I just think it's good it didn't happen for my grandparents, they are old and it wouldn't be good for these old people to cut themselves a couple of places when they're old like that.
I don't remember what I did after I went home. Other than that I talked a bit with the 22year old, he has become sad again. Because of the same girl >_>. And watching casino royale on projector \o/.

I can't remember friday and saturday.
But I do remember sunday lolage :p, I was drunk, in town with the punkers again, being with at an apartment this time. I just met the tallest girl EVER. She's only 13 but still 190 o_O. I'm two centimetres taller, but she will probably grow a bit more. A nice trip though, except I didn't get much sleep. Oh, and some girl tried to kiss me, note tried >_> nothing happened luckily.

Monday I spoke to some girl, she wasn't quite happy at home so I adviced her to go to the town centre again even though she had failed the first time, and get something done about it instead although she had failed once.

Tuesday, a friend of mine is afraid that she might get single soon, and didn't know what to do. Apparantly her boyfriend thought she didn't want to visit him anymore, or the other way around. Telling her that I noticed a change in him and this might be why :/. Although I hope he doesn't decide to leave her. Generally it's just a misunderstanding making them both sad.

seems like the tall girl gets bullied, which sucks, she can't be herself and wear the cloths she want to wear. And just be herself. Well she definately isn't too big to do something about it, slapping them around a bit and making them afraid should be no problem, they'll be to afraid to touch her. So violence can be a solution >_>.
Not because I want to hurt them, well maybe I do, but they just seem to dumb to understand that she does not like it and should cut it off. Maybe they need to be thrown into a wall by a tall girl to understand it (pwned by a girl haha.) Well if it works...

more people are breaking up, sadly. people pregnant, abortion, too much to think about. There's a lot to sort out. I want a script which sorts this sort out
...
*starts coding*

this weekend I'll go to my girlfriend \o/, I look forward to it :p.

So take care and smile, it makes you beautiful

-Angelwinged Devil

p.s. I apoligize for typoes/spelling mistakes, I'm sleepy like a darn bear in the winter.

Sunday, April 1, 2007

april fools day

ahh april fools day has been full of surprises (or not.)
Well, at least for those I gave surprises. Including my lovely guild who doesn't yet know about the hoax I presented them for :p.
Oh don't worry I'll tell them, sometime, later. When I get up from sleep should be a good time, then 1'st april will have passed in all countries I believe.

and I can look forward to one week of vacation (yay.)
The vacation starts good btw.
After school I went to my "hometown" if you can call it that. I don't live in town but outside it. Anyways, I go there and get a baseball bat from a friend (don't worry I didn't kill more than 3.5 people, the .5 one was just one wounded) And went back to Esbjerg where some friends from school was waiting. We were going to film a movie about a vampire. I was going to play an angry father.

Although before the movie I met with one of my best friends called owrflow on the intarnet. and a friend which was going to put makeup on the "vampire." When I met them in the city they already started drinking. Luckily owrflow didn't drink so much as he was going to take part in the filming, and my friend already did the makeup.

While waiting for the vampire (He was driving to his hometown to pick up his girlfriend and babybrother who was also going to take part in the movie.) we met up with a group of punks. They were already drinking, and a girl waved me and owrflow over to her, we introduced and she was kind and lovely, if you know those people who have this childlike happyness with no shyness at all. Well that's what you can think of. I started interacting with the rest of the people, including the most drunk of them all who just had to show his ass to us haha.
I figured I might not get home today as our vampire was quite late. Although after getting some of their numbers I went with them to do the movie. It went good. And I looked psychadelic. Maybe I'll upload it if I can (of course I can.)

After speaking with my mother asking when I'll be in the hometown with the train She didn't want to pick me up because we were finished too late. So I asked the lovely girl if I could stay at her place over night and go drinking with them.
Later after walking from the group I met up with the punks again and got married four times. I went drunk, very drunk, as I forgot the names of my wives and forgot my fourth marriage so I've been married four times twice.
Else I consumed the time by using my upper body as a handwarmer for the group, although mostly girls as most of the guys were either tough or shy :p, or had gloves.
Or I warmed up bodies by sitting down, I have this long leather jacket which at the end of it is extended.
It was big enough to cover up two people, one at each side of me.
At the time when people started going home someone was on the way alone to the bus, scared. Of course I'm too helpful to let her go all by herself so I offered companyship.
After following her to the bus, I went back to the group, although they had taken off so I had to call them to find out where they were, I met up with the lovely girl as the other guys had been assaulted by some dumb technonoobs. Seems like I should have went with the group instead as nothing happened on my way to the bus <_<.

The police and ambulance had already taken care of it so there was nothing more for me to do than go sleep at her place. And watch a movie.
so the day after I go home with the train, nothing really happens this day other than me getting the dragonlord discography, THE WHOLE DRAGONLORD DISCOGRAPHY (2 cds).
And finding out that a girl has fallen for some boy. No names, but seems like she's too shy to do anything which is kinda sad. Meh I'm going to help, although it seems that he is not very interested :|.

And sunday, it seems like I have to dig deep in a girl which haven't had a boyfriend in almost a year now.
She has trouble sleeping and always writes me there, maybe because it seems like I'm with her too as I was with the guy I wrote about in the previvious post.
Hopefully I'll be digging tomorrow.

Ahh and today was april fools day. The server I administrate had some fun with a tkwar. done by me :p.

And for Xenon, She'll be here tuesday :D, I look forward to it a lot. I promised her to watch the sunset with her. It'll be around 20 pm where I live.
Also my x gave us her accept of our relationship >_< as if she decided if we could be together or not. Although I know what she means, or that's how I read it. Although I think that it was what she meant, that she doesn't think we can be together if she does not accept it. We would have done it anyway, now xenon doesn't lose her friend though which is a positive thing, and I've learned to see the positive in things. Although I kinda like my reply when she told me she accepted it; Is this an april fools hoax?
She understood the joke, seems like she's finally getting wiser. She doesn't usually understand them. Meh I might know why. A while ago I helped her a bit with all her depression, personality split disorder or whatever it's called, can't remember it. Must be it. As she seemed wiser from then.
The bottle of vodka is going to be used well tuesday, I believe we will both get laughing cramps. And if not, then lipcramps it'll be.

one of my best friends seem down, and doesn't want to tell why. Although I have a feeling of what it might be, hopefully my feelings are wrong >_<. But they usually aren't.

Sad news though, My cat died :(

before writing the blog I thought I'd start some coding. I'm learning c++ on my linux box. Startiong out with an application, it says "hello world, here I come, ready to change you"

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take care and remember to smile, it'll make you beautiful.

-Angelwinged Devil